In a world of two-sided creeps

Each betrayal begins with trust....so says Phish.

I've had my share of people who did and still does that.  In my lifetime, I can safely say that I've come across and even associated with more than twenty people--more than twenty two-sided, ugly creeps.

In my workplace alone, they thrive every single day, nurturing their "gift," the ability to be nice and all smiles when in front of someone AND really mean and hateful when that someone's back is turned.

Saying goodbye is never an easy thing....but you never said that you'd stay forever...

I hate goodbyes...who likes them anyway?  Probably the foolhardy...but that's not me.  As I write this blog, Karen's voice drones on about being "Solitary".....pathetic huh?  That's me. 

I'm caught between goodbye and I love you is now on...yep, I'm listening to The Carpenters play list on my phone.  And this song just happens to be so apt to the predicament I am in.   :(

You'd think (I did) that after four long years of being celibate and after years of always being kept in the closet  and tormented at the same time, I'd have picked up a few good pointers at being straight and strong-willed, but NOOO....just like the expression on my face in the photo as I strolled along Main street U.S.A. --wary and lost--that's how I still am.

I better get back to generating these reports for work or else I'm a goner.